thoughts overwhelming! BBAQ 2005!!!!!

woke up veri ealry tis mornin ... my mind was fill wit tots ... so much tt i jus wanna go to somewhere peaceful n realli tink abt wad i'm realli feeling ... life is realli like shit sometimes u realli wanna get sth but u jus couldnt getit but instead u got sth tt u don wan or even worse nothing ... i found this so especially in relationships ... wad a waste of time ... haiz have not been into realtionships for a year plus ... but sumehow ... haiz nvm ... so sick of it le ... now i understand the meanin off rejected n alone ...

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

haiz this song best represent wad am i feeling now ...
anyway ... a guy shouldnt get too emotional .. i don care ... hopeless le ... hmmm ... went to airport ... went to viewing gallery ... see aeroplanes ... how i wish all my troubles can jus fly away ... n breakaway ...

todae .. reuben fly off to cambodia ... for 3 years of full time work .... i guess going for a 2 weeks trip there which i went was much different from gg full time ... at least for the 2 week u'll expect returnin home soon ... for full time u'll be there alone with the ppl ... no sense of security as u are alone in a foreign land makin decision yourself ... wad about yr frens n relatives?? yr future after u comin back? the Lord will provide .. but u muz at least finish yr studies rite?

actually i've been thinkin whether to go full time in cambodia ... but my frens? my family? yes true i leave de burden behind but ... ah shit la ... i should jus finish my studies first then don think too much lor ... but realli thank God tt after my Dec YEP(Youth Expedition Project) in cambodia tt i habe been thrown another chance to go back to cambodia ... this time woth church ... my first even mission trip ... this trip is to decide a place where they gg to build a drugs rehab centrre for the locals in Phonm Pehn ... situation there is really bad ... i rmb last year we had a few daes stay at PP den along the rows of resturants most shopd sells HAPPY PIZZAS ... its actually doped pizza n ppl still muz ... though its more for tourist as the price don allow the locals to afford one but still findin such things openly in cambodia?? its pretty sad la ...

den i rmb one dae my frens n i was like decidin on wad to eat outside the shops den we sw alot of beggars ... its not tt we don wanna give them $ jus tt ahead of them u'll see their boss in front n if we give them $ the boss will collect n give the $ n leave abit for them ... hix ... den one of the child came to me n grab on my thigh refuse to let me go ... cryin out papa .. askin for $ ... wad could i do to help him ... if i were to give him all of his frens will come towards us askin for $ ... haiz ...

anw i eel tt we should administer to CAMBODIA .. y ? becos they're ... poor n WOUNDED ... by the genocide tt happen few years back ... ppl killing each other .. imagine yr whole family bein wiped out becos they feel u're a traitor n educated ... forcin u to kill ur frens n family if not they gg to kill u ... imagine ... even tho its over ... ppl still face psycho prob ... no one they can tok or turn to ... anw veri sad la ... my fren a pastor dere told us of his true account of his family bein wiped out .. veri sad ...


anw! tonight BBAQ >>
The following activities will be covered:
· Topography, including urban navigation
· Hiking / running
· Kayaking
· Rappelling
· Rockwall climbing
· Mountain biking
· Archery
· Team biathlon
· Obstacle courses(SOC!!!!!Standard obstacle cos tt NS man go thru)
· Mystery tests


will be starting in the early wee hrs tml ... 4.30am start .. till 4pm! to cover 75km!! pray tt the Lord will pull us thru n help us complete the race without any casulty ... anyway i've got a sprain on my left foot hop r tt i'll get better n not worsen ...

to all who wanna support us at the ending point listen up!

ending point: JUNTION 8
will be there latest:4pm
ceremony proper: 5pm!
date:2nd april

do support us there /... we realli hoped to be recieved by u guys ... :P
pray tt tis year will be a success!!

monday

ytd went to j8 mos to have our lunch ... haha sherrie drove us dere ... SUPER SLOW >>> den went to manda hse to watch movie ... haha ... de parrot so cute seh ... lol ... hahah scarely learn from the movie how to sae f*** ... oh we watchedd hostage den got alot of f*** ... even the first line got le!! lol ... i guess the movie was nice ... jus tt de subtitle a lil funni .. lol ...

den after the movie we went to disturb timothy n bro ... lol ... sher was like so obsessed over the bro ... hahaha ... manda's bros so cute ma ... one in pri 1(TIMOTHY) lol den older bro pri 5 ... den manda pri6!! wahahahahaha .. den de bro was like payin their game den manda came in n gave them each 20 mins to play ... lol ... den ythe older bro played first then de younger bro was like eagerly wait for his turn ... den wen it was his turn de older bro refused to allow him but manda was dere to bring order ... lol ... den de younger one played abt 10 mins den de older bro came in n play n don allow him to play le ... wa so sad ... poor TIMOTHY ... oh ya timothy knows bad word!!!! ah ... tts bad pri 1 using f***!!!! nonono u shouldnt!!!

den todae so bored ... so decided to watch movie ... wanted sth special ... so went to great world city to watch ... GV GRAND ... lol ... watch TWO movie at TWO DIFFERENT theatre ... haha ...

watch miss congeniality 2 ... wa miss congeniality one was like in 2000!!! so long le ... lol went towatch both congeniality wit the same person ... don ask me y i watched tis movie .... cos there's no more movie avail ... lol ... hmmm!! wa the firsr theatre was freakin big lor ... de screen tooo ... miss congeniality two not as funni as the first one ... but i guess the story line was quite funnni tryin to act class ... lol ... finish watch at 6 ...

den quickly went to get the next movie tix ... lol ... THE EYE 10 ... wa we ttot watchin a scary movie at a big theatre wit a BIG screen muz be realli fun ... but we were wrong ... after dinner we went in ... guess wad ... we went into a imax theatre!! de place was much smaller but ... de screen was alot BIGGER ... and was much creepy ... the sounds as great man!!! jus by listenin to the music played its enuff to freakk u out!! haha so i did enjoyed watchin the eye ... wasnt much freaked la ... onli one part kena scare .. lol ... seems tt all the scary movies i watched ah surely got one scene kena cared de ... lol ...

the eye was abt this group pf fren tryin to see ghost using the methods ... even gg to die ... lol .. some parts was hilarious ... on the whole i give it a 6.5 stars out of 10 ...

miss congeniality 2 was abt sandra bullock bein the FBI FACE ... hahah ... quite hilarious abit angmor show so if u do catch the movie u have to listen up ... lol ... well i enjoyed laughin out loud ... on the whole i give it 7 stars ...

wahaha boy do i sound like a movie critic or wad ... hahahaha ... how i wished i was a paid one ... anyone wans to sponser me into bein one?????? i'll be more than glad to ..

:P

unpaid movie critic signin offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

CAQ!! KILLER@@@!!!!

Company Adventure Quest ... it started off at 10pm straight after the church gatherin .. n was luckily held in church :P hmmm wasnt much reaalli prepared for it .. jus did some runnin here n dere b4 de event in preparation fot the BOYS' BRIGADE Adventure Quest ...

okie .. at 10pm we had a briefing ... den had my dinner at 10 lol ... hmmm ... i went to got my dinner at de coffeeshop behind church ... wen we come back wit our dinner were we caught lor cos i climbed over de fench ... poor thing rite ... hahah ... after we were given the MGR(map grid reference) plotted our map den all of us slpt in luther hall ...

ard 3am we were woken up(jus like in BBAQ) ... brief abt safety ... btw tis year i joinin the open team ... tt means we have to complete the 75km n all the events like archery rockwall bladin cyclin swimmin n more ... but wit the rest of the open teams! mind u open teams consist of all de old bird!!!! we r onli primers competin wit officers? not fair! lol ...

okie den we were drived to lim chu kang ... to familarised wit the area so tt on BBAQ we can noe where r we gg ... we were dropped at sum where in lck ... haha it was de exact same plc i had my expedition in ssec 1!!!! durin tt 40km expedition i died completely ...

we started our hike at 4.45 ... walked from lck to yew tee to bukit timak ... den at there we walked on the cyclin trail ... den was kena scolded by the cyclist cos its a CYCLIN TRail .. so imgine how diffcult was e trail on foots ... anw we endured and made it ... but we didnt turn n change our trail so we had to covered extra distance to get back on track which covered abt 10 extra km!

den we walked from dere to singapore island country club ... haha saw so many nic ars but not our safety veh(car) lol .. so we jokinly sae its our veh .. lol ... den after tt we finally gt our of the trail into urban area!! all de cars! no more irriatatin buggers ... den we were at upper thomson ... den we went to marymount road ... where it started to rain ... den our safety veh came after callin them on hp as the walkie takie coulldnt reach them as the range was onli 2km ... lousy ... den we were told tt the boys r onli at the cyclin trail ... tt means more than 2 hrs behind us ... :P fast rite we?? lol ??? all the while we were told tt a boys teams is ahead of us ... tt forced us to chiong all de way ... after the race were we onli told tt they're at BISHAN N WE COMPLETED DE RACE!!

Church Gathering

went to service in the mornin ... haha there's a couple sitting in front of us ... their baby so cute man ... cant help buy was like so distracted by the baby ... lol ... felix la ... haha down dere givin stupid face to de baby ... lol den the gals was like discussin abt e math ... den smsin showin their hp ... lol ... oooops ....

den went to j8 walk walk ... went home wit felix to pass him de consent form for the CAQ and my small lil bag tt he carried ... :P den wen to buy a ADIDAS shorts becos y? don tell u ... lol den sumone still wanted to see i shy la :P

den went to church for the briefin for tonught event ... haha ... the event started off by darius wslin ... games was fun for me cos i was de helper ma ... n tt i cant move ard too much as later tt nite i gt bb event ... pls read de nv entry ... btw sorry had u guys to to stupid things like moppin the floor la ... impromtu de :P

how long have ii been in church?? almost 12hrs??? gg mad ...

woke up ... late ... suppose to be in church by 9 to help Peter ... but reached there around 10 .. lol ... okie ... todae went to help him arrange n sort out all de pages for church agm report ... walaoo de figure damn scary la... i mean how many sets n pages there are ...

total ... 140 COPIES ... 65 PAGES! onli realli alot ah :/ for one person to do n all de manual stapling ... haha all de pages were arranged nicely side by side on de table in library(imagine e no. of pages)

wa

i
simply
went
mad

anw after sortin n staplin wit the help from some of my BB boys(see bb so helpful help church)

den meetin wit mr tenn n mr or(store) ... lol wit mr ong(stong) oso ... lol sounds abit funni nvm ...

den went to maundy thurs sevr ...

gtg slp ... gd 9 see ya guys tmls ...

btw tml at 2359 i got a expedition n wont be bringin my hp ... tag me kk ... hmmm 2359 on sat till 1800hrs on sat ,,,,,,,, so longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg till then ...


chaooooooooooooooo

BOWLING???

promised sarah tt i'll be supporting her for her bowling comp ... n i did k see i so steady kk :P ... went down to marina to see her game ... walao so far disrupt me beauty sleep XP

walao sbs sucks man wad a big liar bus coy ... hahah ... i reached de bus stop at 1158am den i saw de bus bein lazy to run i didnt lor ... den i saw de sign showin the ETA of the buses ... n its written 1108 1208 1308 ... wth ... n de bus left at like 1158 ... bull shit la de timing ... cheat my feelings ... hahah ... wa den wait for de bus dere like hell long .. den tinkin tt marina was a veri quiet n peaceful place to chill out but was totally wrong lor ... my peace n serenity dere was like totally disturb by loyang sec peeps la ... all the small little kids la ... so freakin noisy ... feel like givin them all a hard punch den they'll go runnin home wit a broken nose cryin to their mama ... lol ... but they really so NOISY LOR!!! ...

okie all of them were realli noisy ... cant stand them lor ... so i saw a bowling alley tt saes superbowl le so i quickly got down le ... realli cant stand them ... so i quickly got off the bus rite? den got off de wrong one haiyo ... luckily victor(comp plc) onli de nx buildin downs ... hahah i actually asked one of the staff from de dereserted bowl where's their rival is .. lol ...


wen i got to victors bowl .. walao my ears wanna burst man!!! so freakin noisy all de gals sharpp high pitch screams .. wa kao ... made a discovery todae ..

rgs ...
de silent killers excel under silence

mgs ...
ppl love to scream for nth ... even if cleanin long go

ij peeps ...
all de disgusting bungs ...(oh man yt gt nicer ones lor which i still hate)

hahaha ... on de train ... saw one angmor(guy) wearin rgs singlet eeeu ... big chest man! like two (oops) he's actually sarah's chem teacher? lol so gay lor wearin a tight rgs singlet ... lol big arms he gt btw .. lol ... hahah den she showed my her arms ... wow gt muscle ah lol ... (undeveloped ones???) hee kiddin ah XP ooops ...

den in front of us got tis freakin digusting guy man! he was like scratchin his back ... so engross into scratchin .. walao free shoe lor ... can see his white undies expossin lor ... eeeu ... uncles nowadaes :P sarah muz have enjoyed herself watchin rite ...

female=bitch
male=bastard
not the other way round ...
hmmm wad if u have three balls?? wahahaha ...


den went to church ... todae me n shaun lead worship todae ... wit de singers ... haha tech failin on us ... had my verse ready to sae b4 de worship .. stored into my bible(HP) den so happened .. BATTERY FLAT >>> GG LOR!! lol ... so had to impromtu tink of sth lor ... blahblahblah things out ... haha someone was kena scold by dennis for always bein late for duty n prac n always disturbin ppl playin ad ... haizyo grow up la ... sec 4 leh .. summore gal ... image la .. :P

after tt had bible study ...
on WHY WOULD GOD ALLOW EVIL N SUFFERIN ?
its man who cause de down fall ... god gave us free will to choose ... who choose to sin agn god? is we... men .. haiz ...

anw SARAh ... good game todae ........ good luck net mon n fri!
okie tis fri all muz come for the gatherin ... 7pm SHARP in luther hall!!! having a great game so invite all ya frens kk :P

btw YTSS=MUGGERS(crazy ones) imagine all lessons 1hr .. not realli la .. last two periods 1hr 20min each!!! upper sec students 1st recess lower sec 2nd recess bullshit la ... mad principal ... mad students .. :P

tues----> Meeting dae

wahahah ... such a funni dae ... went to gym wit willie ... he joker la ask me follow go gym tt we can train together cos he feels tt he hasnt been trainin for quite some time ... n within 4 weeks he wants to see a differences ... lol ... n he wants me to be his partner ... okie ...

we did bench press ... 30kgs to start off ... den 40 ... den 45 ... haha i was gg fine n getting ready for more ... den he KO le ... nvm ... wen i 1st started gg gym wit him he was much better than me de ... i tink soon he's gg to be better than me la ... i so weak ... so fat ... lol XP ... ooopsie ...

den i saw joshua in de gym a small little boy in gym? lol he was like playin wit de machine ... luckily i act blur dunno him den de gym leader was like teachin him how too use de simply machine ... lol not to be mean la but know wad u doin b4 u use n stop creatin ya own method ... lol

after tt i saw tahir! my ex gym goer fren ... he pro la ... got VERIVERI BIG chest(breast) lol ... den he was de pro tt came in ... helped him sport a little b4 i went back to help willie ... walao tahir was like askin me to help him sport like 40 kg straight witout warm up ... hahah ... hmmm tink my next gym oppenent?? lol

okie after gym willie asked me to accompany him to mac to study ... i agreedupon tt cos he was kind enuff to lend me his CPT notes ... n i mus sae its pretty easy ... :P so i not realli MUGGING ... jus READIN stuffs ... lol ...

after acc him to study for an hour i went to meet up wit mark n gang for dinner b4 gg to church for the briefin tis fri ...


den de saga of meetin ppl begins ... wen i first reachd yishun ... i saw pam waitin ... den as i walked towards her den i saw my frens ... gina yuheng terence xu zhen albert n some other ... celebratin GINA's bdae ...

den i turned back n saw darius ... before i could sae good bye to my frens ... i saw chang da from 62nd coy ... lol ... hahah ...

okie den i went to de station toilet ... before i stepped in i saw AQUA Tenn .. lol his HP batt flat den i lend him my extra batt ... lol ...

wahahah met wit so many frens todae ... how small is yishun lol ... den i finally got to yccl n had a briefin for tis fri event ... its gg to be veriveriveri fun ... all should come n bring ya frens ...!!! but i cant be wild n runnin ard tis fri ... i got CAQ at ten rite after the church event .. startin from church ... (COMPANY ADVENTURE QUEST) wish me luck n mental endurance ... 12 mid start till de nx afternoon .. CAQ onli 35km!!!!!!!!!!


:P

sunday

on duty ... woke up by dennis' four mornin calls ... act alreadi woke up le jus tt my hp silent mant tt i was still sleepin ... sian lor ... sore throat early in the mornin ... drank HONEY WATER oso no use ... hahaha ... summore i was suppose to lead the 1st verse of a ssong ...

den started wit warm up song ... still no voice to singg ... den de fast song still cant sing until sumhow aft de sermon den suddenly can sing ... amzin ... God's power ... btw shaun did great todae ...

anw veri bored n tired todae ... gtg slp ...

gd9
bye

planetshakers!

PLANETSHAKERS ROCKS~~!
ytd went to downtown east for planetshakers concert ... was held in a big tentage ... wen we came there was alreadi alot of peeps le .. well the concert rocks la ... haha except tt next time b4 gg for their concert i tink i should listen to their song b4 gg man ... or else i will be standin there like "wads the song man?" lol ...

as usual everyone was like jumpin ard ... hmmm i wonder wad if one dae we see tis in yccl? wa de pastors will be damn shock lor ... hhahaha ... den wad if de pastors starts jumpin ard .. wahahahaha ... hilarious man ... hmmm wad u expect pentacostal worship surely got jumpin ard wit ppl speakin in tongues ...

haha all of us was like arranged into rows n have to seat on the floor ... hahah ... de funny thing was tt wen de service or concert started we werestandin at one spot ... but after the concert we we alll standin like 1m away lor ... n de best thing was we werent jumpin at all!!! magic lor ...

after tt we went mac to eat den i ooops ... sth happen ... lol wasn't elbowed for tt... ooops ... anw lyd n `ah b was queuin up tinkin tt they were buyin sth to eat we asked them to help us buy ... but wen they came up thet gt nth! thanks man! ...

anw todae stayed at home ... went for a runn ... 30 mins sprained my leg .. SUAY ... tml leadin part of the song ... now no voice ytd sing too much :P

thurs

went to get planetshakers tickets ... haha manda owes shaun n i lunch ah ... u agreed upon tt n u're 20mins late ... walao manda 24/7 mugger de la once a mugger always a mugger la ... on train oso can do hmwk ... haha hmwk like nv endin de ah ... hmmm i wonder is tt so :P??? lol no need to do de la o level will definitely pass wit gd grades de la ... haha ... hmmm i don rmb my time do such things ... i rmb playing, shakin of vendin mach .... playin of fire extinguishers n hitting down of toilets signs ... :P

i'm a good boy

:P

haha n shaun was studyin physics ... rmb disturbin ms low in class last yeaar ... in the end still gt a1 for sci ... we took mrt all the way to parsi ris ... wa long journey ... i slp all de way cos mornin aft i gt back from work i onli slpt 2hrs ... KO!! haha n they all so shut up readin n doin hmwk ... long n borin journey tt's y i slpt ... wen we gt there we were afraid tt the tix would be sold out as all the shops tt r sellin their tix have all sold out tts y we went to downtown east to get the tix ... luckily we gt the tix ... haha wen for lunch at mac ... haha the ppl dere are all sicko ... lol i quein up den in front of me was a gal(quite pretty) orderin den de guy behind de xounter was like staring at her wit de look(wahahah) n wen she gt her food he said(pls come back agn) wahahah ... den wen comes my turn he was still lookin at de guy n nt takin my orders .. wth ... hahah ...

after tt shaun went for trainin n was late for abt 1hr ... haha tt means he have to pick up BALLS aft trainin lol ... den manda wwent back home to MUG ... BIG MUGGER la she ... den i went home to get sth ... at nite ... i went to aikido ... wit alex ... todae did nth much ... jus doin the catch n rolling n throwin ppl while in kneein postion ... but i love doin the rolls ... haha i noe how to roll le forward n backwards both on mats n norm floor .. :P

fri ...

early in the mornin went for archery ... so long nv shoot le .. startin was pretty bad .. shot out of the bulls eye region ... after shootin two rounds of 3 ... i manage to get back my form ... shot 10 9 7 ... wasnt tt goog yet ... den i gt 10x 10 9 ... nt bad rite ... btw 10x is the bullseye ... gt three bulleye todae ... ooops killed two bulls ... lol ...

rea;;i tired todae ... winston send me home wit his WRX agn .. thx!

off for planetshakers concert!!!!!! cant wait for it ...

ytd after camp ... i went directly for council event ... we played de first game ... cluedo ... pretty fun game ... haha all ms low's ldea ... hmmm did enjoyed alittle in tt game but i was veri tired ... slp so little tt dae ... haix ... me not superman la ... haiz yo ... den miss low gave my tis heart tt she made ...

thank n ask me muz come back serve ah .. gt la ... will de ... nx time go play photo hunt ya? oh ya becos wen we went to bowl we were so bored tt we went to play photohunt .. haha tinkin tt we broke the record three times we were so happy but in the end we found tt we had one digit lesser ... so is 3 times away from the record ... lol

haha after tt i walked to bryans place from his BBQ ... walked all the way to khatib ... so tired ... went dere all tired ... KO ... den wen they went to BBQ helped them bbq lor ... dere was alot of food ... too much .. no ones eatin ... hahah den dey went to play bball .. so i stayed behind n helped dem bbq lor ... so tirin n hot anw ... nvm la his bdae ma ... hahaha den his mom dunno y sae i veri sweet ... help them bbq nia ... veri sweet ah ... hahaha honey ma of cos sweet la ... lol wth ... lol ... den sae i'll be a good son-in-law ... ooops ... lol ... ah don anyhow tink ah ...

anyway i veri tre to type ... tiill next time ... tonight gt aq selection

camp

went to camp from fri to mon ...

veri tired ...


too tired ... thurs i gt work n aikido ma ...

knocked out in camp ... slp bearly 3hrs daily??
don wish to dae wad had happened ..............................

Wad a dae .. totally pissed off

ytd went to suntec to get a new bag ... a big sling bag .. adidas de to keep my aikido stuffs(the Gi is super thick lor) ... hahaha ... hmmm wanna save up n buy all the adidas apparel ... hahah ... next will be the adidas Gi?? stylo la!! hahaha ... hmmm seems tt i made the wrong choice by buyin the Gi man ... should have bought the adidas one ... but it seems tt my Gi is more comfortable ... somehow ... haha tt wad i feel like ... the adidas Gi texture so funny de n ex .. $90 leh ... haha siao ... aikido rocks man .. but jus hope i have a limit for it myself ...

okie ... went to suntec ... funny seh went in to the adidas shop walk walk ... den nv fancy any bag ... so went to the nike by b.i.r.d shop hahah .. went in wantin to get sth but then didnt know wad to but .. so turned back to adidas shop go see again ... den went to eat after tt finally decided to buy the bag ... hahah ... in the end went to nike shop to get sth ... haha so funny ... went in like 3 times b4 deciding to get the stuffs ... lol .. hilarious ...

wa on the way back home funny seh .. took 857 ... n the bus went to little india suddenly the bus was flooded by ah nehs .. lol ... n i started to count them .. haha funny ... so funny .. lol .. den fell asleep on the bus ... haha n wads worse was wen i woke up i jus missed my stop!! i have to walk all de way back .. back track for one bus stop ...

haha
gt hm gt change n out for work ...
hey mike thanks for givin me a lift to work man!


wa .. work sucks man ... wth .. okie .. wen we 1st got into the room we were happy cos todae dere's only one line running .. tts means dere willl onli the 5 of us runnig .. which was good cos there will be lesser aunties RADIOING ... but dere was still one .. who likes to call eveyone n anyone "siao di ah" ... even mike who's 30 plus lor ... haha .. wad we all hate was her crazy RADIO for nth shoutin attitude ...

okay ... btw she somehow shoots me only .. crazy old hag .. kk ... i was doin the foldin of boxes for the juices to put into ... so if i stop den no boxes den no packin ... n de juices are comin in real fast ... den she asked me to jet in the pallet of bottles wen she sees me bein so busy ... so i ignored her n carry on folding ... cos they realli have no boxes left ... crazy den she started dunno yellin dunno wad ... so i went out to jet in the pallet ... den mike came to cover me ... but u noe wad she said .. she ask him don kaypo becos tt my job .. wth la she .. old hag ... btw she likes to scold us n sae study so much but nv use brain .. ass her la .. she wad level only wanna tok big .. anw she oso veri stupid la ...

after tt still nvm ... i went over to de machine to make sure the bottle caps is in b4 its bein SCREWED by the machine .. haha .. ok it was a easy job .. but i dunno y she keeps yellin at me again ... say come her is to work not to sit down n slp .. wth lor .. i did my job by ensurin the caps not get stuck ... dunno she blind ass or stupid la ... wads more was tt wen the person tt was puttin de bottles wasn't dere tt time den she started to yell at ME AGAIN ... cant even hear wad she tokin ... wad she sae was fang ping ... wth was fang ping?????? oh little did i noe puttin bottles was call fang ping n not fang ping zhi ... crazy den yell me for wad dun even noe wth she tokin lor ... so i shout back to her n sae i dunno becos i nv did tt b4 .. den she sae i stupid or wad come so many dae dunno how to put ... wth lor i wasn't even taught la ... feel like killin her la ... chop her up into pieces n den bottle her up!! den till mornin her radioin nv failed to stop ...

totally pissed me off ... stupid old hag ............................

sec 3 camp

Hmmm … was invited to help out in the sec 3 camp a week ago … was asked to help out in the kayaking … so I agreed to …

I was so stupid to agreed to lor … I tot was onli 2 day thingie … well … I went there from fri to sat only n wasn’t planning to stay de but I did becos sth happened …


On Friday we went to camp around 2pm … when we reached campsite had a briefing to the campers on whats gg next tt was all de adventure elements … rock climbing abseiling high n low elements … aiya all de fun stuffs la …


Hahah okie fri we started kayaking at 3pm with mr soh n another new teacher who was a commando … aiya sae is sae commando but a very useless n ball less one la … got prob 1st to run …

Okay wad we did as instructor was to form de boundary for student to kayakin in n to teach them how to kayaki esp in their direction keeping in mind they are all 1st timers … ok some of them was okie or pretty much good as almost all was 1st timer n tt they can still kayak properly … so we were around on our one man kayakin kayakin around n help to chase the lost sheeps back to the flock.. lol … hmmm I was the last man so I’ll be lookin for de last kayak n help them …
First lesson was alright .. was pretty tired cos last nite had aikido n body was all aching the only thing that I was happy was tt we had the chance to kayak without anybody’s guidance which means that we can kayak anywhere during our free time … haha so we were the first few to kayak all the way to the kelong … hahah btw there was many dogs on the kelong itself … haha I wonder .. dogs can swim … will they jump off the kelong to us ? hahah or in the water? Haha so funni .. btw I took my paddle to poke the doggy … lol … not so hard la anw I not a sadist lor .. hahaha … den came the second group n sherie was in .. haha trouble maker(kiddin la) … I was already tired by den from the 2hrs of kayaking b4 they came … so as wad I was suppose to do n stay behind waitin for the rest .. it was around 6pm when we experience the 3 hours current … wa the current turn strong suddenly … most of the students were drifted near to de shore … as most of them are all 1st timer we couldn’t help thm much as most of them weren’t paddling effectively … the rate we were drifted away was crazy man …

imagine u’re near de shore n every 10sec u r drifting more than 5m? or more … this was why the students took 30 minutes to get on shore even tho they were like 50m away … ok .. so I patrol around looking for students …

it was den I saw I kayak about 100m away from me n 150m away from campsite barely visual contact with the campsite .. so I quickly kayak over .. as I kayak over I saw that it was sherie(my junior) n sudheesh sis tt was dere … den dey were struck at the mangrove swamp and they couldn’t kayak at all as the kayak was being forcefully push to the shore … by then all the kayakers were already on shore already … keeping their kayak as it was gg to be dark le .. sherie n tt gal was panicking … n tired to kayak o I kept encourage them to keep kayakin or else they will be drifted even further away .. n wads worse was they cant get off their kayak n re launch as we were at the mangrove swamp n de ground wasn’t solid enough to step on or else yr legs will sink in dere …

I know tt they’re in trouble so I quickly blow the emergency whistle to get attention as I felt that they weren’t in a state to kayak back .. I wanted to kayak back first but they were pretty scare n so I stayed n called for help … den mr soh came … he access the situation and also felt tt they cant paddle back so he asked us to climb to de highest possible place n pull our kayak all the way back as de waves r cumin closer…

So he kayak back in the dark to seek help .. by then already 7 or 8 plus … I was hungry n tired … but had to cheer de gals on n encourage them … they were afraird tt they wouldn’t survive … mr soh went for more than 30mins we felt sth was gg wrong as he was gg back to look for the power boat but it didn’t came .. so the gals got even worried .. so I just talk to them casually …

We’re all cold and hungry … I was feeing ok n calm then … but the gals was worried … aiya s’pore wont die de la … onli stuck on a island wit no ppl on it ma … de most In de dark … den we saw boats … so I whistle for them .. but all stopped for a while n went off … den mr soh came back with mr tan .. we were happy tt they came but was shock wen they asked us “where’s mr low?” we said we don’t know as we didn’t see him .. den we were all worried … so we were planning how to get back … we decided to pull de kayak back wit sherie on it … walkin on de swamp .. so tired .. my sandal keep struckin dere …

As we were wantin to go off .. mr low appeared from the other side … but didn’t see us n heard my whistle. .. funni … after tt he took the gal back while me mr soh mr tan pull sherie back … wit 5 kayaks back … walk away tho my leg gt stuck wen we were walkin for quite some time … so the teacher called me to get on the kayak addin more weight as they pull us back .. but then halfway thru I kayak back as they were already tired …

So I kayakin abt 1km back.. Alone.. In the dark.. First time man … was pretty scare .. den I started to hear voices wen there was nobody .. I prayed .. it went off … I quickly kayak back despite my with my fatigue body … shag .. bypass many plc but still couldn’t spot our camp site … 20 mins later den I found the campsite wit all the leaders waitin for us .. I was so gladed tt everyone was save .. thank god …


The next dae nothing much happened was tired .. kayaking in the morning .. stared at 8am … all the way to 6pm … n ytd 3 pm to 10pm .. KO!! Den went back after the campfire … mdm tan send me home .. so tired ..


Sherie no need to keep thankin me .. haha

Thank God for all the things He have given me in life ... this is clearly shown in my results ...

okie last year i was veri uncertain of myself abt makin it in o's ... last year ... no matter how hard i tried in my exams i'm always getting straight F9s ... so was veri much discourage ... nevertheless i push myself on n tried my best stayin uo late at nite in school studying was a passe for our class ... haha not plainly jus muggin tt is ... (disturbin of librian,shakin of vendin mach,playin of fire extinguisher,hittin down toilet signs from sch n i'm still keepin haha n alot more other) i really miss all this man esp doin it with my frens ... haha kena influence la .. lol ...

for de past few months i've been pretty much worried for my results ... was i able to enter to a poly? a course tt i wan to go? my desired one? or am i determined to enter to a ite? jus like wad my fate have choosen?

all tis was answered ytd ...



principal started of by sayin we did pretty well n was proud of us ... this year our batch broke de record of last years'(btw they were 1st in s'pore for NA!!!) ... hmmm and tt means we'll be 1st again? i dunno but one thing tt was for sure is tt we helped de sch acheive de sustained value-added award!! given for sch whom have sustained their good results for three years ... wa seh! see de power of NA students don playplay kk ... lol ... express did nt bad too ... haha btw our class's results beat 4e4 so u shouldnt see small of us NA students kk cos we can win express peeps too!!





okie

my turn to collect results ... did expect much was expectin to fail cos my name was not specially mention (for NT students) rehan had n he was onli 25 points ... so tts means i gt worse than him n cant enter a poly?? oh man!!


ok went i went to de booth ... mr tan said not bad ... my grades are as follow ...




sub grades (actual) (target) (was gettin)
EL B4 B4 F9
CH C6 C6 F9
Math B3 B3 F9
SCI A1 A1 B4
POA A1 A1 B4
CHI F9 C6 F9 WHO CARES

L1R4 15 15 35??


WOW!! improve rite?? n hit all my targets rite ... realli thank all de teachers man ... i was super duper happy man n still is ... wa dunno wad to sae ... opened to all polyy courses! no more worries of ite le .. wa i'm de happiest ma on earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


see ...

ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE ...
how can a EM3 student get into a poly?
how can a NT student pass o's?
i did it man! so happy ...
study hard ya ... lol ...

well my hard work have been paid off ... stayin up late at nite in sch ... doin all de papers ... havin sleepless nites!!

now i think i can safely get into my desired course ... CHEMICAL PROCESS TECH ... still wonderin wad are de rest of my choices ... well i wanna congrats to all !! hope u guys get into ya desired course!!!!