Sunday, December 21, 2008

The end of me is the beginning of Christ

Oh Lord. Back into your holy hands.


We Stand Alone Together

Monday, December 08, 2008

should i study? can i afford to study? i need a bike if i wanna study cos my camp(most likely) is at sungei gedong. im scared that i cant afford. but i wanna study


At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There’s no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now?


season of advert, Lord time to reflect where i am with you.

Forgive me.



We Stand Alone Together

Sunday, December 07, 2008

goodbye my love

Just last friday i sold my bike to an angmor. somehow he showed alot interest on my bike.

FYI, i revised the price to 1.3K but he paid me 1.5K instead, higher than the market price. in fact for the past 6 weeks i've been trying to find a buyer, been stood up a few times.

but now i miss my bike already. 15mths of riding might have just pampered me. the convenience, the speed(not that mine was a fast ride), the comfort(lets not talk abt raining days).

i passed my bike over to him at a petrol kiosk somewhere in amk. i didnt know where was the bus stop or what bus to take. i just walked to the nearest bus stop to see. i even asked an auntie for direction. the walk to the bus stop was so sad. my bike gone just like that.

from getting of lic(which i passed the first time round) to insurance to petrol to road tax to repairs to everything was all paid by my pocket. thats why to heartache to leave my bike.

if i were a RMS(rich man son), if my dad gave me a sports car i would take it of cos but i would still get a bike, maybe a sports bike.

much has happened the past few weeks. me getting into MANY near bang car(few cms away to BANG) incidents, and a friend of mine who got into an accident.

if u have been looking at my msn nick, my friend passed away from the bike accident. she was only 20. she did a mistake, an illegal u turn. she was my ex colleague from starhub whom have brought much laughter n joy to the team. everything just ended for her so suddenly.

she's the first friend of mine who passed away from bike accident. not very encouraging. if you look at my friendster account and u'll realise that she has alws been sending me the testimonials. and almost weekly she sends those cute msgs hoping that you're just fine. :'(

for the next 1 or 2 month i will be taking the public transport, saving up some $ maybe to upgrade to super4, a bigger bike.

might be taking up night classes have got to apply soon by end of dec. but no $. haiz.


We Stand Alone Together